I miss fangurling.
A lot of things have to be done to our project tomorrow.
I need a new knapsack/backpack.
I need to start on some other project. oh dear.
Random fangurling...
What is up with purple Torashi??
Oh yeah. Today I went out with Lexa-chan!! After ages we got to see each other. It was fun. We went on an early sugar rush and then on a very tiring knapsack/backpack hunt for me. We ended up being really tired from all the walking but we found nothing. Why couldn't there be cute stuff here? If only there were, I'd buy a Domo-kun bag. T.T. Or maybe a mokona/modoka/kon bag.
We went to a fast food chain to eat then a trip to chinz, the one and only local shop that sells quite plenty of anime merchandise, and I bought an issue of Otakuzine and a black Bleach strap. Will be using the strap for my ID. nyahaha!
OKAY. Very scary cockroach moment. @.@. Die!!!!
Early classes again tomorrow. tsk.
and the results are....
kinda accurate. XD
I walked through the door, kissed the hand of the elders and started to remove my shoes when i looked at the tiny table we had in the living room and there it was!!! The package i thought would arrive next week has arrived!!!! It's the most expensive notebook i have yet bought so far but i think it's super worth it!!!! I'm so happy!! Shows how much i <3 alice nine. yo!!! And the smaller black notebook makes me think sooo much of Tora yo!!! sankyu to </a></b></a>
I went to school to play softball today. I had to do so because of PE. I don't wanna have that much of a low grade for it. OMG. We lost miserably. I mean really. Everything was a mess. The short-stop(?) caught the ball when it was actually thrown for the third base person. They threw the ball at me and I do not know why they seemed to not be able to see me. Every ball was off like one and a half meters. So almost everyone got through the home plate with just one bat. ugh.. Today was really ugly. I'm happy the guys won though. *note: I was playing with female classmates who were not from the same course as mine. tsk.tsk.
But..
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I got to hang out with Lexa-chan who I missed soooo much! i had lots of fun! I can't wait for Saturday!!
Seven days from today(today here where I live is March 1, 2008) would be my birthday! uwaaa!!!!!! I'm turning 18!! I also must find a gift for a friend I promised to exchange gifts with. We have the same birthday. >__< . I pat myself on the back and wish myself the best of luck.
*sigh* I'm really tired. Someone please help me with binary trees. I don't wanna learn on my own anymore. I must really stop being lazy. T__T . Approximately 11 hours from now I have to be at school (yes! on a SUNDAY!!) and watch the guys play. So i guess I should start working my way to sleep.
Advanced happy Birthday to me, Ate Dimple, Kuya Schendley!!!!! All I'm asking for is love and maybe...tora-shi...^___^ v
Next time....
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news of alice nine.'s tora being ill has made me really sad to the point of crying. i do hope he gets better soon. TT_____TT
midterms start on thursday of this week and end on wednesday next week. i wish myself the best of luck. ahahaha!
"at the end of the world...or the last thing i see...you are never coming home, never coming home. could i? should i?" _The Ghost of You by MCR
tomorrow is a friday!! i don't think i should be happy about it.
life is full of problems neh? i mean. sometimes everything would go really wrong. i sulked a lot last year. im thinking i shouln't anymore. sure things don't go my way but im still pretty much better off than others. i should stay ahppy and try to make the best of this year. sulking would lead me to great chaos and i don't want that. i still have a life, a not so "princess-like" life but i know i could always make it a great one. and honestly, im not too fond of fairytales.
i quote by the way a fanfic someone wrote. i want to say...
my life sucks. "and i just HAD to cultivate a small obsession for the most difficult man in existence. does that make me a masochist?"
ahahaha! and that is something i really say to my self.
ahehehehehe. but obsessions are nice. they get you on a high.
XD
peace out yo!
anyway...
today i had started on spikiegirl's post on tonarimachi of bis' discography. i'm 1/3 done i think. my net sucks yo. tora's so cute he can make tsukasa giggle!. >_________<... uhm.. i think bis is nice. maru sounds nice it's sad that he was the one who quit the band. and yes, the band is going to disband. TT________TT...i wish i could've been exposed to their music and them. errr. or maybe not, news of their disbandment(?) would be really sad. and i'm too melodramatic for things like that i guess. i hope i'd get to see seika(drums) and tsukasa(guitar) on another band. they seem perky and fun. oh well. but still i am happy i got to 'know' them.
AKEMASHITE OMEDETO GOZAIMASU!!
i've been really down lately. i don't know why. i've always been a big baby i guess and i'm gonna be of legal age this year. great. with the maturity of a 10 year old.
i want to make a recap of the year 2007. it was one CRAZY year. ahahahahaha! maybe tomorrow. my dad's coming in soon.
oh well. i thinking i'm gonna blog everyday. >.<
someone told me i needed to know what is heaven and earth. i truly admire this person. having him say that made me admire him all the more. somehow i want to be a person worthy of admiration. i then promised i will work hard for something i wanted to start. and asked his support. ahhh~! i will work hard!
there is something negative within me that i really would have to get rid of before the new year. a living ghost that drives me to 'death'. i want to live.
the new year's five days away. yosh! ganbarimasu!

